Everyone, I'm in a bad mood between my family and everyone at school! It's been happening to me for 2 years. Here's what happened:
In Christmas 2016, I had a argument with my father about who I lend my cellphone to last in the beginning of 8th grade the same year. It was between two boys: Devonte Daniels and Justyce Ross. I was trying to tell my dad how many time both the boys borrowed my phone but he refused to listen to me! I said something to make him angry because of him denying my answers. I told him that I'm going to tell my oldest sister that he won't listen to me. He yelled "SHUT UP!" at me. NOW IT'S UPSETTING ME FOR 2 YEARS AND I CAN'T LET GO OF THE PAST!!! 😠😠😠😠 I hate that word!
Later, it's my mom's attitude and tone that I can't stand anymore! She's treating me different which MADE ME ANGRY!!!!!!!!! She's been doing this to me because of my behavior. Thanks to her, I can't love her anymore!!😠😠😠😠😠
Then it's my older brother, who keeps making me look bad! I'm in a terrible relationship with him!!!!!
Now everyone at school won't stop laughing at me and wouldn't take of what I mean serious. It The kids who are in my special education class, a boy who is the Class of 2018, and a girl who is a freshman.
A while ago and yesterday, I told my mom the freshman girl laughed at me the other day (9/26) cuz after students were done choosing clubs at school, I told her that I chose the Spanish Club because I like Mexicans. I'm still traumatized for saying that reason that every time it bothers me, I would think about stabbing someone or myself with a sword or knife to get it to stop bothering me. My mom made it worse by raising her tone which made me so mad that I threw my pillows on the floor and pick out my shoes out of my closet and throw them back in against the wall. My older brother told me not to tell the counselor about it. I didn't like him telling me not to tell the counselor. I was so furious I can't control my anger if someone in my family or school disrespects me. He also told me not to take it serious. I can't stand listening those advices my family give me when I'm not in a good mood. I didn't take those as a answer since I have a strong aggressive personality.
See guys, my emotions are unstable that I can't be around the household if my family continues to make my fate worse with a helpless advice THAT SOUNDS LIKE A DIFFERENT TONE!!
I'm like this:
I'm also like White Diamond who has a difficult and aggressive personality when a situation goes wrong.